(My) Mother Appreciation Day

"Men may be manly and brawn and macho, but when it comes down to it, women rule the world. More intelligent, more insightful, kinder, and all-around more kickass. Especially my mother." ~Me, just a second ago

I realized something really important. My mom is awesome. Amazing. Totally fabulous. Unparalleled in her job. I've always loved her and always will, but sometimes when you stop to think about it, not only do you love those who have grown with you just as much as you've grown with them, but you respect them.

My mother is my role model. Does she drive me nuts sometimes? Yes. Does she make me want to pull out my hair and cut it into tiny pieces? Absolutely. But I'll bet you anything I make her feel the exact same way (and she doesn't have much hair to spare).

But at the end of the day, she's the one standing there when I need a hug. When my six hours at school SUCKED and I just need someone to vent to who will actually listen and not interrupt (cough Meghan cough). So that leaves...my mom. What would I do without her? I'd probably die. I'd WANT to die, anyhow.

I love how whenever I am struggling with body-image issues, my mom's always the one there who tells me I'm beautiful. Even if I'll never believe her, she will always say it. When at the end of the day I want to curl in a ball and stay there, she coaxes me out using gentle words and the allure of a cuddle.

Let's be honest. I've never met a cuddle I didn't like.

My mom rocks, and I really haven't said that enough. So, mom? Wherever the heck you are out there, I love you. I always have, and I always will. Stubborn, beautiful, courageous, selfless, wise, and always giving, you are my role model, and will continue to do be so, even after you are gone.

I love you so much, mom. And I cannot say how sorry I am that I simply haven't said it enough. But from now on, I'll say it everyday. Just so you can always know how special and amazing you are to me.

Here's to you, mom. Here's looking at you.